Running for Your Life: Endless Summer

You never know when the hot is coming on.

We’re a tolerant lot, especially those working stiffs on New York City subway platforms

Right stuff of draft card soldiers in a tropical war

Recruits steel themselves

Stiff upper lip, not a whimper in the crowd

Glass doesn’t break but shatters

Humans at work revealing weakness

The first step toward

An ever-widening gulf of hope-hammered unemployed

Nary a crack in the armor

Long accustomed to being invisible to others, if not themselves.

So the hot will keep coming

Underground humans inured

Active-passive, even joys withheld

Aboveground humans oblivious for reasons better left for discussion at another time.

Hot enough for you?

Brother, you got no idea.

Next: Running for Your Life: Reel Back Some




Running for Your Life: Troubling Parallels

Head-in-the-sand folks are driving me to sobriety.

Why? Because never before in my life as a citizen have I been confronted by certain troubling parallels. Man, do I feel that I need to have my wits about me.

They (the parallels) wouldn’t be in such sharp relief were I not devouring the book, “The Nazi Séance” by Arthur Magida.

Which caused me to pull down from our shelves Bill Shirer’s classic, “The Rise and Fall of the Third Reich.”

Shirer’s tome begins with this epigraph:

“I have often felt a bitter sorrow at the thought of the German people, which is so estimable in the individual and so wretched in the generality.”   – Goethe

And the foreward ends with this:

“In our new age of terrifying, lethal gadgets, which supplanted so swiftly the old one, the first great aggressive war, if it should come, will be launched by suicidal little madmen pressing an electronic button.”

And some choice fragments, quotes from “Nazi Séance:”

“[Our leader] is a holy gift for people who needed the comforting rumor that a messiah had been sent to lift them from their suffering, their pain and their sorrow.” (from John Toland’s “Adolph Hitler)

As a young man, the anti-hero in “NS,” Jewish magician-entertainer Erik Jan Hanussen, ne Herman Hanussen, observes:

“It is like this always in life: the bolder one wins.”

And …

“If a life is constructed on a lie – and on a lie that is eminently successful – why pay attention to the truth?”

Berliners, in Hanussen’s view, were of a superior kind, preferable to the “mawkish Austrians, the perverse French, the boring English and the stupid Americans.”

Hitler was a devotee of 17th century mystic Balthasar Gracian, to wit, “The truth, but not the whole truth. Not all truths that can be spoken.”

What Hanussen would suggest, to be a showman first, “Mix a little mystery with everything, and the very mystery arouses veneration.”

Next: Running for Your Life: Endless Summer



Running for Your Life: Finding Sebald

Pretty much on a daily basis … OK, not that frequently, but more than weekly … I find a book treasure in my neighborhood.

Recently, “Vertigo” by W.G. Sebald, his first novel. A huge fan of this writer, I couldn’t put down “The Emigrants” and “The Rings of Saturn.”

So much here, tailor-made for a writer searching for simplicity of voice. What happens? Pretty much just the interior narrative on a cultured man – questing, forever questing.

I could make a list of the gems I’ve found in the past few months but today (Aug. 28) I’m all about how Finding Sebald couldn’t have come about at a better time.

Consider these wonderful observations in “Vertigo,” amazingly pertinent comments to our strange social-political moment:

“Liken a lucid mind to a glass, which does not break of its own accord. Yet how easily it is shattered.”

“Machines alone have realized that sleep is no longer permitted.”

And most nakedly,

“Ceaselessly, in great surges, the waves roll in over the length and breadth or our cities, rising higher and higher, breaking in a kind of a frenzy when the roar reaches its peak and then discharging across the stones and the asphalt even as the next onrush is being released from where it was held by the traffic lights. For some time now I have been convinced that it is out of this din that life is being born which will come after us and will spell our gradual destruction, just as we have been gradually destroying what was there long before us.”

(That last quote could serve as the ideal epigraph for THE OVERSTORY by Richard Powers …)

Next: Running for Your Life: Troubling Parallels



Running for Your Life: Artists Talk

(A meditation in the hours after reading a conversation between American landscape artists Chris Martin and Cy Gavin in a recent issue of BOMB magazineJ

Modern landscape painters – how they are in such an expansive phase.

How exciting, literally, to read (and hear, if you listen closely) the print conversation between Martin and Gavin.

They are not experimental, not mainstream, what comes of BOMB, the idea that perceptions are to be blown up.

We are creating anew, from a place of beauty, or more from a place of contact, take in the changes – as poet Stanley Kunitz says in “The Layers,” “I am not done with my changes” – and express them.

The conduit is not hollow, sterile like a tube of stainless steel pipe but the sum total (on a very good day) of your human soul.

Words are important, and life lived that draws upon the undiluted attempt to express what you see, feel, hear, taste, smell and envision will be art that matters.

Creation. Better than the human species? Certainly far better than the worst of same, which, sadly, is always dominant; it just seems more so these days.

Next: Running for Your Life: Finding Sebald



Running for Your Life: The Old Ballgame

This December marks my thirtieth year as an American resident.

The move to the US surprised friends in my native Canada.

In fact, in my chosen profession, journalism, I was a reporter and editor known for an independence of mind who took seriously his responsibility to get to the bottom of a story.

A friend convinced me that the best way to selflessly serve the community was to belong to no outside organizations or groups beyond the public library.

The books I read reinforced a strong belief that reporters were about doing their utmost to provide, to the best of our ability, the first draft of a history that we wanted to read.

Employed to seize the noble task of yielding an honest version of the public record.

Democracy. Or at least a path on that road. Tipping our hats to those like-minded on similar routes: teachers, social workers, police officers, firefighters.

I’m still in the news business, all these years later.

What’s changed? Social media has eroded the places where people first acquire their “news.”

Google raided the sacred space of what constitutes information. Who needs a news professional devoted to constructing the public record?

In fact, in our democracy today, there is no such thing as a public record of events the way there was during those innocent days.

And yet there is a hunger for democratic values.

On Tuesday (Aug. 21) I went to see a ballgame: once known as America’s pastime.

The Star Spangled Banner plays and one senses the partisan suspicion all around.

Who is not standing? Who is not singing? Who is not doffing their cap and standing erect? Who is too boisterous in a fever of support to the motherland?

Is it democracy? Or a wink to authoritarianism? Whatever, it certainly doesn’t seem as though we are joining hands as one.

Later, though, the hunger for something we can all agree on … In this we show that we are still enthralled with democratic values. In these brief moments in which it seems everyone is on their feet singing their lungs out, I am hopeful.

Each line of “Take Me Out to the Ballgame” reinforces a togetherness, one that shines with the crazy ideal that we can be one with this.

That it would be a “shame” if our side lost, but not the withering one that comes with authoritarian intent.

Rather one that celebrates the very notion that we can accept “1-2-3 strikes, yer out” as long as we can be taken out by friends and family and feel the surge of commingled joy – however fleeting – at the old ballgame.

Next: Running for Your Life: Artists Talk



Running for Your Life: More “Spoke Words”

I can’t leave this “spoke words to” idea without this observation.

Imagine the following:

A young mobile phone addict happens upon my blog post and says:

“Yes, I’m game, I’ll ‘speak words to’ someone. You know, meaningful words.”

Trouble is, he can’t think of any meaningful words to speak. The whole idea being so foreign.

Here’s the answer:

Take a word form that is infinitely larger than the 20 seconds of topic matter that is the average consumed bite of content on the mobile phone – and binge.

As in “speak words” from these two must-read novels.

When it comes to meaningful words you can’t do any better than “Gateway to the Moon” by Mary Morris (my wife) and “The Overstory” by Richard Powers.

Do that, feel the rhythm in the sentences, the mystical courage in the belief in the power, the beauty of the human soul.

It’s a helluva start to getting to a place where you can't help but speak meaningful words.

Next: Running for Your Life: Artists Talk



Running for Your Life: “Spoke Words” to Him

Overheard on the Long Island Railroad, two teenagers in rapt, breathless conversation. Very loud!

“Like, I haven’t even ‘spoke words’ to him.”

Then, one teen expresses shock … shock! when discussing unfriendly behavior from that person she had previously regarded as a friend. I mean, really!?

One would think that friends ARE exclusively those people you “speak words” to. But maybe not.

It seems obvious that the teen is implying that the boy she hasn’t “spoke words” to isn’t in a position to benefit from her intimate opinions. It used to be, of course, that was how we came to be connected to people. You know, “speaking words” to them.

That leaves us with two distinct types of “friends.” Those to whom we “speak words” and those we have decided, for now at least, it isn’t in our best interest to “speak words” to.

It’s strange to me (anyone else?) how social media, especially followed on mobile phones, shapes (infects?) human behavior. Who under thirty actually “speaks words” into their smartphones?

There are times – long rides on the LIRR being one – when I can be persuaded to think that brains as I used to know them are finished.

Next: Running for Your Life: Artists Talk



Running for Your Life: Hot Running: Don’t Knock It Till You Try It

For years now boys and girls of a certain age (9-14, is my guess) have spent a good part of Prospect Park summer camp whaling away at each other, fencing with play-swords as long as their arms.

Straight, pointy things that don’t hurt from a wallop, or so it would appear to see the pint-sized warriors in action.

They pepper the trails in clusters of privilege, public paths that they swarm in league with untutored “counselors,” who encourage the land seizure so that literally as I run along I must dodge past them, often to avoid being struck by these “swords,” as one does a gauntlet during some lame male rite of passage.

Oh, youth, is that your sting?


Doctors will tell you not to over-exert yourself in searing heat and high humidity.

Better to exercise, race your heartbeat to aerobic health in the comfort of an air-conditioned gym.

Don’t hot-run, though, whatever you do. You’ll be sorry.

Sounds reasonable, and for most runners it’s the way to go.

But for me, summer running is a joy, a personal triumph. I run outside in all kinds of weather in part so that I will be in the kind of shape to be able to handle running when the temps and humidity spike.

A badge of pride, if you’ll excuse it.

Next: Running for Your Life: Artists Talk



Running for Your Life: “Gatsby” Gulch

Suddenly, everywhere you look, there are writings about F. Scott Fitzgerald, and most prominently, “The Great Gatsby.”

My first brush with “Gatsby” was in Grade Nine English class. It was the singular most important novel of the curriculum.

A nonreader, I confess I didn’t get it. I mean what the hubbub was about.

What it was in there for a kid attending a small high school in a marine-based town that the modern economy had forgot, where the scourge of New York style capitalism would somehow speak to my heart, is lost on me.

“Old Yeller” would be more like it.

Anyway, now, we’re tipping into the 2020s, a hundred years after the “Gatsby” decade, and man are we getting our fill.

In a recent London Review of Books, a piece by Alex Harvey looks at “Paradise Lost,” a new biography by David S. Brown published by Harvard U., and Scribner’s “‘I’d Die for You’ and Other Lost Stories” by FSF himself.

Here’s a beauty from Harvey review: “The dominant tone is [Fitzgerald’s] work becomes promise unfulfilled, human waste, the inevitable slide toward ruin.”

Frank Rich in New York magazine, quoting “Behold, America,” a new nonfiction book by Sarah Churchwell, reminds us that the plutocratic villain in “Gatsby,” Tom Buchanan, is a white supremacist prone to observations like “if we don’t look out the white race will be … utterly submerged” and “It’s up to us who are the dominant race to watch out or these other races will have control of things.”

Fitzgerald delivers as the storyteller, the sensitive artist aware of the soulless horror in which she finds herself.

Why “The Great Gatsby” is the classic, we’re reminded in this treatise of human failure, delusion not illusion. In Fitz’s case, a race to the grave. (He died in Hollywood, suffered the fate of a barely attended funeral … in 1940 he wrote, Hollywood “was a dump, in the human sense of the word. Everywhere there is … either corruption or indifference.”) When life masks are seen by those with artistic sight, the illusion of something richer, better, utopian is revealed for what it is: a toxic lie.

Here is what could be the path. Fitzgeraldian stories that in a dramatic telling reveal, describe the cesspool that is our emotional capital – that we are doomed in Fitzgerald to live hard, die young, leave a good-looking corpse; in O’Connor we feel a monastic-style tone, alive to the wonder of human drama, adventure, excitement to be one that comes from loves remembered, triumphs recalled, dreams to be fulfilled as dreams, not through some VR stunt or video game prowess but through the as-yet untapped potential of the human brain.

What does the modern-day Gatsby reach for? What desperate rite do we expose: the retelling of “The Great Gatsby” 100 years after? That Hollywood destroys thought, emotion, the novel?

And Rich ends his piece with this: Two years after “Gatsby” was published to disappointing reviews and sales, budding real estate developer Fred Trump would be arrested at a Ku Klux Klan riot, not far from Tom Buchanan’s home in Fitzgerald’s fictional Long Island enclave or East Egg.

“Old Yeller,” anyone?

Next: Running for Your Life: Hot Running: Don’t Knock It Till You Try It





Running for Your Life: Shake … Spear

Ode to the joys of seeing theater like “Twelfth Night” at Shakespeare in the Park …

How hundreds of people in this time of unbridled mind-meld marketing, no barrier to the full-on soul extraction at work at the behest of the current US gold rush kings: Google, Amazon, Facebook and Netflix don’t enter this space – Transported – Beam me away, Scottie.

To the sixteenth century, where joy is the wide-eyed stare of the confounded actor, in the clever tricks to bring to earth the blustery Malvolio.

It will not last, and indeed we are as a civilization measured in individual opportunity, much advanced from Shakespeare’s time when so many were denied the opportunity to see, to learn and have their suspicions about the universality of human nature confirmed in this story.

Yes, so many of us, in fact the entire citizenry of New York City, more than 8 million people, are free to see these magical stories, these works of art that cleanse a soul.

For 90 minutes, the length of the performance. One hundred minutes if you count the pre-theater immersions.

And then it’s head-first back into the maw of brain disruption. Buy Apple and only Apple! Search Google for life-confirming facts. There’s an Amazon robot that will make your bed! Second season of “The Crown.” Binge!

Next: Running for Your Life: “Gatsby” Gulch